Reactions....

Quite a lot of the people in the chat room that Mike and I go to have expressed surprise at the way I'm reacting to Him when He's in room with me. I've had a lot of concerned, and quite damning remarks made.

So I'll address them.

One - Mike and I are still friends. Just because we no longer play, doesn't mean that the friendship has ended. We've shared a lovely year together and have great memories which won't be swept under the carpet.

Two - and the one that really annoyed me. NO, I don't regret having His initials cut on me. They symbolise what we shared and to regret the initials He gave me would be regretting the past year. I don't regret a second of it.

Three - YES, I'm staying in contact with elle - she's a very important part of my life and I have no intention whatsoever of losing her. Yes, there will be awkward moments occasionally, but that's a small price to pay. She's coming to stay with me for a long weekend, and I can't wait to see her again.

Four - No it doesn't upset me when He talks in room about play sessions we had or difficult hotel managers !! Lol - it's all memories, all of which I treasure.

Five - No, I have no problem talking to Him in room about Holland, or my planned trip to France. He approved them while we were together, so why should He disapprove now? He's more than happy that I have such a close relationship with Dragon M Sir and lessa.

Six - Just because I'm not in room wailing and crying and screaming about injustice doesn't mean that the relationship didn't actually mean anything in the first place. It means that I value the friendship that we still have.

and finally...Seven.....NO I don't need to be owned again straight away by Doms I know in room!!! As much as I appreciate the offers, I'm perfectly happy as I am thank you.

I still treasure my friendship with Mike, and still have fun joking with Him in room. I'm proud of the time I spent with Him - things just changed and we wanted different things.

So please, my friends from alt who read here but don't post 'because'......kindly save any more comments about how terrible/awful/sad/ etc it must be to be in room with Him......save the comments. Just because we're not together now doesn't mean that I will 'slag' Him off at every opportunity. I know others who do that - I don't lower myself to that level.

We are more than happy to continue in room as we always have - He can make fun of Stoke Sluts and I can make fun of Him 'buggering off!'. At least now He can't thrash me for being cheeky !! lol.

I'm proud I was His girl, I'm proud of how I've changed and - most importantly - I'm proud of me.

If anyone has problems with that - deal with it.

Now I've got that off my (not inconsiderable) chest, I'll go and finalise my flight details for Sunday when I visit Dragon M Sir and lessa....

....two more people I'm very, very proud to know.

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